on the dawn of day 3.

I am anticipating tonight to be difficult. I am going with the girls and my husband to see my college roommate... we used to be huge drinking buddies- all four of us. Beer pong & all. Luckily, she's pregnant (so happy for them!). So I won't be the only sober one. It would be incredibly weird for me to not drink tonight. So, since I am not ready to share this decision, I am going to hide it. The plan is to stick to beer (not as enticing to me as wine), and then to dump it out in the bathroom, and re-fill with water. wish me luck. I'm determined (as of now). I will update sun night.